pace.

I am so happy it's disgusting.

nettims nettik

really glad what happened, happened.

olfactory.

Jergens cherry-almond scent is reminding me of my Dad.

Dear Tricia,

Jealousy is unflattering.

Love, Yourself.

detached.

And her eyes grew wider than they'd ever been, just wishing the numbness would cut deeper with its pins.

just want to feel something real.

clutter.

and burried under all my thoughts in the deepest crevice in the far corner of my brain collecting dust, is your memory, your face. all day i could just scream, repeating the two words, get out.

when i'm with people, i annoy myself.

when i'm all alone, i annoy myself.

when i drink i annoy myself,

when i am sober i annoy myself.

pushing the edit button on myself soon.

vintage love

pretty sure that wanting or needing answers to all of lifes questions, is the same as wanting or needing world peace. from now on im just going to keep inhaling and exhaling and learn as i go.

i want a vintage love. i want an old fashioned romance. i want a classic this time. i want a tiny flower in soil inside of a ring case- instead of the real thing, and i want you to understand what im trying to say.

today i have an overwhelming feeling of anxiety revolving around the fact that i spend little to no time outdoors these days.

selflessness-

Having, exhibiting, or motivated by no concern for oneself; unselfish.

And there is absolutely no way that i can wrap my brain around this, and not think perfection.

If i could live the rest of my life without not only speaking, but also have the words "what if" or "i wish" cross anywhere near my mind, although boring, life would be much easier.


I think it might be a little bit extraordinary that I can realize how much more self destructive I was with you, than now that I am without.